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We provide detailed resources like photos, articles, videos and links that may be of good use for those who want to make a more detailed study about it.My story through my struggle with weight and being a woman. Why both? Because I think they are connected.

You can tell your life-story in many different ways. You can tell it through the people that were in your life, you can tell it through the vehicles you or your family owned, through the schools then the jobs you had. The abuses you had. The summers you enjoyed. The troubles you got yourself into. Through the trips you took, if you are a traveler. Through the painful moves, if your job makes you to move.

Another way to tell is through your struggle with your weight, with eating.

Let us see my story, through that particular lens: my struggle with weight and my current win.

I was born premature, at just under two pounds of body weight.

When I was born, there were no incubators for premature babies in Hungary, so the chances that I wasn’t going to make it were very high. Especially because my mother had a grudge: she didn’t want another child, she didn’t want me.

I was tiny, troubled with colic and I threw up a lot. She hired a nanny to take care of me full time, she could not suffer the sight of me, the smell of me. I don’t remember my nanny, but I remember that there were three of them, one after the other. The last one lived with us till I was about 8, she was my brother’s nanny.

I didn’t like food. I didn’t like to eat. I didn’t like anything my parents ate. At night I snuck out to the pantry, grabbed an apple and chewed on it for hours: I had a difficult time falling asleep. I still do.

Otherwise I was a normal kid, played, went to kindergarten, school when I was 7. Although I was a year older than my classmates, I was still the smallest, and definitely the skinniest.

When I was nine, I was playing with another kid on a see-saw we build ourselves of unshaven plank, and he jumped off his side when he was on the bottom, so the plan hit me between my legs. I started to bleed.

It turned out to be a coincidence, I got my first period. I knew nothing about periods, so it was a big shock. My parents never talked to me about anything. Not before, not after.

My mom took me to a gynecologist, shameful experience.

That incident completely changed me. I started to eat, everything on my plate, and even other people’s leftovers. I was always hungry, I always had something in my mouth. My struggle with weight began with that see-saw incident at age 9.

I was that way till the year I graduated from Architecture School. Fat. People said I had pretty eyes.

At 24 I started to date my first boy friend. He was also heavy. It wasn’t his idea to date: he liked beautiful skinny girls. I seduced him.

About a year after we first went out, we already lived together, he said that I was fat. I started to eat less and less. We never ate the same food. I ate as little as I could. I was down to 96 lbs and he still said I was fat. I am 5 foot 4… But there was an upside: I felt better.

I had more energy, more clarity, I had much less stomach aches, no vomiting, I liked it.

But the doctors didn’t: they put me in the hospital for anorexia, and wanted to force-feed me. But I wasn’t hungry, and refused to eat.

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