Failure, the big deterrent I had a dream most of my life to live in a school and be a perpetual student. I knew it was weird, but I also knew that the best time I have ever had was studying hard in school: being at home was really horrible for me. In 1987 I did The Forum, (Now it is called The Landmark Forum) and there was an exercise in it. The question was: Who are you that you are? Weird question, right