I watched something yesterday that allowed me to have a new insight about the Irish. Note: this is not about the Irish, and not about the Italian, and not about the Chinese… This article is to allow you a glimpse into the dynamic of war, vengeance, the eye for an eye…
The more temperamental a group is, the easier it is to dominate them, to play them, to incite them to kill, go to war.
The Irish is a temperamental bunch, and the killing, terrorism, has been going on for man
Some 10 years ago I did a year long course, called Partnership Explorations. It was intense, incomprehensible, and difficult.
Yet, it had an aspect that caused me to have an insight that was directly responsible for the breakthrough that you live with me, now.
The course was some talk, and a lot of collages.
A collage is an artwork… normally. But in the Partnership Explorations course it was a tool to get a new insight about life, about ourselves.
In one collage I wanted to show that I was locked out. I was locked out of the kind of life I saw people enjoy: parties, kissing, love.
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Real is sciences, reasoning, math, physics, geometry, chemistry heavy. Humanities… lots of words, I think. I chose “real” for myself. I was bad at everything that talks ABOUT stuff, and great, sometimes exceptional in the non-verbal subjects. Architects don’t talk either. Don’t listen either. So, in that regard it was a good match, and yet, I wasn’t happy. I guess I wanted to think with words too. In every project I was chosen to w I have been testy lately. I have always wanted to be significant. Do significant things. Be admired… blah blah blah. What I didn’t realize that like everything ego desire based, desire to receive for the self alone, it has a shadow side. When you are significant, and someone doesn’t give you what you think they are supposed to… you are angry and miserable. So this is what ha People who come to me don’t know that you cannot have anything long without earning it. In Kabbalah they talk about the advance of Light… that you lost with interest… if you don’t do what you promised to do. I learned this the hard way: I promised to send a stack of postdated checks as a donation to the Kabbalah Centre. Then I realized that it wasn’t going to work for me, and didn’t send the checks. When I made the promise, the result was almost instant: I got several orders, and I made a lot of money that day. When you apply courage, it just feels like you are doing what you are doing, what you were afraid of. Normal. Which indicates to me, that courage is a paradigm-shifter. Paradigm is like a glass ceiling. A one-side mirror. When you are in a higher paradigm, you can see what is below you, but if you are still in a lower paradigm, you cannot see what’s above. In fact you don’t know there is something, anything.
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I want you to learn something from it: my process, how to write intelligent emails (not mine, lol) and how to look at my articles in a constructive way. Also, if you are someone like a doctor, a scientist, my method probably drives you crazy… I seem disorganized, have no answers to many questions… I have had people quit my programs complaining about that. I this article I explain why things are the way they are, why I work the way I work… It’s obvious that it’s not for everybody… no clear cut anything…. 🙁 Lot All the quotes, all the memes, all the nice sayings on the internet have one function only: to make you stay the same. And by same I mean driven by ego, fear, cowardice, slothfulness, superiority, pretense… etc. Now, that is a bold statement, after all those quotes and memes, and nice sayings, and even coaching claim and sound and look inspiring. And therein lies the mischief: They suggest that you can just simple want it more, choose it, believe it and then you can have it… whatever the I have been wrong in thinking that humility is the ultimate stumbling block. It seems that humility can help the mind withdraw from the “I don’t need to hear this I already know everything” stance, and allow you to learn, and use your other faculties. But I can now see, that without courage first activated, present and in working order, humility won’t be accepted, because it takes courage to get out of the mind. I hate that this is so… after all I spent so much time attempting to activate humility, with no success. So we are down to courage… An This question is long overdue. It came up because of the conversation I was having with 10 of my best students. How to be in the face of fear. I bet you know that it takes courage to grow. Growth means growing into uncharted territory. For you, not uncharted in general, uncharted for you. Much like going to shop in the supermarket Locked in? locked out? limited?
In Hungary, in some high schools, you can choose, at age 15-ish to pursue “real” or “humanities”. Taking things personally
The hardest thing to navigate, at least for me, is to take myself out of the center… Maybe because of my soul correction “Forget Thyself” but it comes back to make me miserable periodically. There is no such thing as a free lunch… you need to earn it. Somehow
The concept of earning it, earning the light, earning the capacity Courage: a paradigm away
I had an interesting insight yesterday: you don’t know what it feels like to have courage available to you. Why my “system” seems so unorganized… hard to follow… and more
Please read my email exchange with an exceptional student of mine… The role of half truths in no evolution of the human race
As I am dealing with the issue of courage, I realized something that I had never quite seen before: What is the true stumbling block preventing you from going from A to B?
I have been wrong.What is courage really?
What or who makes the decisions in your life? About important things…
What or who makes the decisions in your life? About important things…