Most people I talk with on the phone. I have hundreds of hours of audios of my phone conversations. One day I’ll publish them. But this correspondence was in email: it’s a simple copy and paste, and you can learn from it. I promise. Warning: if you are a Christian, this correspondence will be offending to you. I have warned you!
Tim to me:
How do I get to the point where I understand the power I have and can use it for effective use?
My answer to Tim:
Great question, Tim. If you were one of my students, I would say that you need to start small… experience the All-of-it responding to you.
It’s almost like if you didn’t know mirror but wanted to learn what the mirror is, you
I woke up this morning with despair in my heart. My life looked hopeless, not a ray of light. I started to plan what I needed to do to get my affairs in order… because living with no hope is worse than dying.
Although I was doing it, I was feeling it, I was doing that from my Observer position, so I wasn’t involved… and yet, I could see that it was hopeless…
I got lax and got re-infested with mites… and once you tasted freedom, slavery is intolerable… it effected me badly.
About 30 years ago, I didn’t have a car, and I had to beg a ride every time I wanted to go to Landmark to assist.
I spent hours in cars, in conversations I would not have had otherwise.
I talked to people at length that I would never have talked to. It enriched my life.
One of these people, half my age, drove me back and forth every Sunday. We talked a lot. She had a room full of stuff, neatly organized, figurines and such.
TLB stands for “Twitchy Little Bastards” or alternatively Marshmallow Eater.
Your TLB score (1 to 100) measures how willing and able you are to defer gratification. How well you tolerate the physical and non-physical pain of not acting on an impulse.
Twitchy Little Bastards and Marshmallow eaters amount to less in life, because to amount to anything, you have to learn things that require you to spend time with the unpleasantness or learning, practice, getting good at something that you were originally not good at.
Your chances for a good life, maybe even happiness depend on your TLB score, and it should be your number one priority to increase it.
Most people’s TLB score is 1. High achievers have TLB scores as high as 30. Mine is 50. I have been training myself for 30 odd years.
In the Original Design humans don’t leave the Tree of Life, they remain rooted in their internal guidance system, the 13th floor of being, the floor of Feelings, as taught in the book Feelings