You live in a world of your own design, a world without meaning, a world of misery

If meaning makes the difference between a life worth living or not, why is it that don’t you create a meaning that makes life worth living?

You can’t, you won’t… but why? Let me muscle test!

  • You lack intellectual capacity? 30%
  • You don’t have the spiritual capacity to see the big picture in width and it time? 90%
  • You lack the willingness to be responsible, willingness to cause the context. 100%
  • You lack the courage to cause the context, or pretty much anything… 100%

Being a sheep means lack of courage, lack of vision, lack of responsibility

Stuck energy. Stinginess.

Can you change? Yes. How? Through activating spiritual capacities with practices that need that capacity.

Without meaning YOU create, life is not worth living, is a struggle, and you suffer. Continue reading

Most pebbles are buried under many layers

Most pebbles are buried under many layers: have you found yours? Are you afraid that you are stupid?

We go back in time, find the incident that is the most likely that created your pebble: your key to survival, and yet, the emotions don’t respond.

How do we know that we got to the “real” pebble, not a coverup, not a fake to distract us from revealing the whole mechanism, but the real one, the one that makes you a puppet on a string, never winning, never achieving competence, security, joy, happiness, and fulfillment that could be your birthright?

Last session (I am learning as we go… I didn’t come out of my father’s head with the knowledge, guys! If anyone claims they did, they are teaching you Tree of Knowledge stuff, not the real deal!) a few more people popped. Popping is what I call it when you get to the hidden treasure.
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Return to sanity. Get out of your head and live in reality

humans avoiding pain‘The masses have never thirsted after truth.

They turn aside from evidence that is not to their taste, preferring to deify error, if error seduce them.

Whoever can supply them with illusions is easily their master; whoever attempts to destroy their illusions is always their victim.’

Return to sanity? What sanity? Isn’t everything, including ourselves getting better and better? The best we have ever been? No… šŸ™

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How to be with The things you can’t be with, you can’t accept

dwelling-on-the-negativeI got a really great question yesterday from a student.

He asks: Is it possible to be with what you can’t accept, killing, rape, and such? And how do you do it without jeopardizing your personal values, your personal integrity, and at the same time still be able to be happy and not be mired in the dark energies of hatred?

This is a really great question. After all isn’t the world REALLY divided to right and wrong? Good or bad? And wouldn’t it put you on the side of bad and wrong if you accepted what you don’t agree with, what you don’t like, what you abhor?

The answer to the question, as almost always, is hidden in the question.

It takes a shift of vantage point.
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Whatever you can see yourself doing you can do

  • If you can imagine it, you can achieve it.
  • If you can dream it, you can become it

Lots of inspirational quotes say the same thing, so today we’ll examine what is the truth about this whole seeing/doing, seeing/being thing.

I won’t say bullshit on these, although this time yesterday I would have. And I would have been wrong… and I would have been right.

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How to have self-love? And why? and do narcissists love themselves?

How to have self-love? And why? [note]here is another article I wrote about this topic: self love[/note]

I have been struggling with this forever. Somewhere in the deep recesses of my mind there is a huge resistance to it…

I listen in… I don’t even have to put a pillow on my head… I can now hear it, just need to listen.

–You are not perfect… yet
–If you ever loved yourself you would stop striving
–If you loved yourself then you would be selfish

There may be more… these are memes. Mind viruses.

All untruth perpetuated to keep people unhappy, not loving themselves. Not being on their own side.

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How we spend our days is of course how we spend our lives…

I am reading a book, The One Thing. Tai recommended it, but I had been resisting.

But like most of the books Tai recommends, it does have a kernel of gold… Maybe more than one kernel.

One of these is what he says about will power. Quite fascinating and very useful.

He says, that just like glycogen, brain food for thinking, will power uses energy, food, and can be depleted.

I don’t have to rely on will power, because about a year ago I started to reorganize my life to habitually do the things that serve me, and remove the opportunities for doing things that don’t serve me.

It did take will power to establish the habits, but I did it one at a time, and one at a time it was easier to see that the new habits served me. Continue reading

What should you expect when you stop eating grains… any form, hidden or overt

The truth value of this article is 20%… Higher than most articles…

I Stopped Eating Grains for a Monthā€”Here’s What Happened

Obviously 20% is high, but it also means that it is 80% not true. I muscle test, and it is partially exaggeration, partially using untrue justification for what happened… But it’s worth reading. It is a good partial truth…

So long, oatmeal; hello, clear skin

– by Allison Young

Here’s how the whole grain-free thing came about: A year or so ago I got sick, pukey sick, and couldn’t eat anything for 24 hours without retching. I felt terribleā€¦but my complexion was the picture of heath. Even the dry, irritated patch on my chin that had become somewhat of a persistent problem, gone! Obviously something in my diet was irritating my skin, but what? I tried passing on coffee, processed foods, alcohol, refined sugar, but nada. Continue reading