One of the most interesting things to track is how much of the interpretation of an original incident depends on the person’s soul correction.

OK, let me explain: we come into the world with a supposedly blank slate… We don’t know anything, and we need to learn everything.

And yet, we seem to have a certain bend… as if humanity had sub-species…

Why? I don’t know. This is pretty much the only reason I think there is an Original Design… from where it comes, I have no idea. Maybe we ARE in a created world… a whole lot more sophisticated than what the Bible sets up…

Anyway, every person is born with a soul correction. It is not the soul that needs correction… it is the person. The soul is perfect… I think.

My soul correction is “Forget Thyself” and it is an attitude where I place myself above everyone… For me to ask for anything, anyone, anything, including Life, Source, etc. is DOING MY SOUL CORRECTION.

I don’t think the soul correction can be ever completed… it is like a slope in reality… it needs to be compensated for, no matter where you are on the evolutionary scale.

There are all kinds of other aspects to a human… the Zodiac, the Human Design… all come from the time and date of birth…

Why? I don’t know.

Now… to my topic for this article: similar incidents happen to many children: they find themselves abandoned.

It is their interpretation… or the truth… for a child 15 minutes that they didn’t know was going to happen feels like forever.

And not surprisingly, given what I just said before, a child interprets what happened differently, and reacts to it differently.

And then live their life out of that interpretation and the fix they invented… as if that were the only way to be.

I get daily emails from digg.com and some of my inspiration for the article come from there…

There was a photo article about dogs alone in cars… And the accompanying text by and about the photographer, saying:

“I don’t know when or where or for how long, possibly at the age of four, perhaps outside a supermarket, probably fifteen minutes only,” recounts Usborne. “The details don’t matter. The point is that I wondered if anyone would come back. The fear I felt was strong: in a child’s mind it is possible to be alone forever.”

While he went on to live a happy childhood despite this isolated experience, Usborne decided to revisit his fear of being alone and unheard in an evocative photo series titled The Silence of Dogs in Cars. Having a deep affinity for animals, he recreates the sentiment of abandonment that affects everyone, people and animals alike.

Now, I have students, relatives, myself, who had similar experiences.

1. Mine: I was abandoned, like everyone, in my imagination. My decision to “failing to be loved, failing to be wanted” was to be a “I’ll do it myself” person who will not even ask others to do thing, even if it is their job.

For example, my toilet is leaking. I am looking to fix it myself, or hire a plumber or a handyman… instead of emailing the landlord: it is his responsibility.

2. One of my students: he accidentally locked himself into the car: his fault. He passed out in the summer heat… before he was rescued. He failed to be successful at doing what he wanted to do, playing safely with the car… so he has been teetering between being a success and being a failure. Repeating that original incident where he is in his own trap, makes noise, but no one cares, until he is all the way down…

3. This student was taken to day care by her mother and left there… She decided that the best way to live is to abandon her mother… so she now lives in another country… paying her mother back…

4. A fourth student initially failed to force his parents to choose him instead of where they wanted to go… His mother, eventually, ran back for him… and took him home. He is now repeating that magical scenario where he needs rescuing, does nothing, and the rescuer arrives… What a life.

There are probably more abandonment stories… the essence I am looking for is the “failure to be” loved, cherished, taken care of, wanted, paid attention to… the most important things for the child.

Now, why am I sharing this? Two reasons: 1. this is going to be the topic of the next Playground class, advanced or beginner… because the Universe has been sending me messages that this is missing.
2. Students that are using the Big Bundle are successfully getting to the root issue: that original incident… while before the Big Bundle, they didn’t even manage to get near it…

The Big Bundle is a bundle of energies.

Most energies do the work they are designed to do, heal, rearrange, open a spiritual capacity, etc.

This one, the Big Bundle is alerting consciousness to pay attention to what is going on, to do its job, to talk to the body to do its repair, to tell the brain to do its work, tell the attention, the memory, intelligence… etc. to wake up and smell the coffee… realize that they haven’t been doing their work… That the body is running fat and sluggish, the brain is busy treading water, while all the fat and sluggishness causing good settles in the arteries, in the lungs, in the intestines, and on the brain itself.

As a result of playing the Big Bundle directly into the ears, Consciousness orders the repairs… the repairs the body can perform.

People get smarter, less defensive, and a whole lot healthier.

It’s been my secret weapon, no you can own it and benefit from it yourself.

The energy is embedded in an audio where you can hear me breathing.

The energy is stronger if the audio is louder, and reaches Consciousness proportionate to the size of the membrane in the speaker.

You are using ear buds?

An earphones driver is usually in the range of 8mm – 15mm in diameter while a headphones driver ranges from 20mm – 50mm in diameter. Generally, a driver’s size determines the loudness of the earphone, so headphones convey 14 times more energy than earbuds… normal size headphones, normal size ear buds…

The other night I slept with a sleep phone on my ears. Next night I asked Source if it was worth doing that and the answer was: no. Why? Because in that whole night I didn’t get as much of the energy as in a normal listening I would have had in an hour. Bummer, eh?

But if your life doesn’t allow you to walk around with headphones on your ears… use ear buds… but use them a lot.

Also, if you are the type of person who thinks that wanting, willing, wishing is enough, and you don’t have to put in the work… please don’t buy the Big Bundle… There is no refund on energy purchases.

One more thing: how you feel is not a precise indicator of what is going on in your body.

For many many hours since I have started using the Big Bundle, I have felt stupid. In fact the last Playground I made it a point to stop using the Big Bundle for days before the call… and yet it took me two whole hours to become my intelligent me… remembering what I wanted to say.

The Big Bundle worked on just my brain, removing the plaque and trying to reactivate the fried parts of my brain… fried due to multiple brain damage events.

It is still doing it. How do I know? I have memories of movies, life, etc. are flashing up unexpectedly, during the day and night… that is what clues me in.

Your brain is inherited… you can make it personally better by using and training it extensively, but it doesn’t tend to change a lot in one lifetime.

My original brain had a capacity of 190… the brain damage took 30 of that capacity away. I now have all 160 available to me. Usable… But usable for what?

One of my next steps is to find ways to really use all that brain capacity…

Want to buy it? To get healthier AND smarter… finally…

I am raising the price on Sunday.

If you want to be able to track the numbers of your improvement… then also get your health measures reading from me.

Here are the links to buy.

Get your HEALTH Measurements. Discounted price expires on Sundayand for the priceless Big Bundle:

Get the Big Bundle at the original low price before SundayOnce you buy the Big Bundle, you have to promise that you won’t share it… And you can ask for suggestions on equipment to use it with… It needs to be played directly into your ears, not in the background.

Here are the headphones I use: on the computer,

I use a logitech 600… and when I am away from my computer,

I use full size mp3player headphones I buy in China… the audio is on a chip.

And here are the sleep phones/run-phones: you need a mini mp3 player for that.

Read the original article: Your soul correction and how you react to things… like being abandoned in a car as a child

I have found that bringing curiosity to life, especially things that normally would cause you strong emotions, can counteract the narrowing of your cone of vision, narrowing of your intelligence, narrowing of your emotional flexibility… while destroying life where you are, where I am… inside me.

Let me say it again: bringing curiosity to things can counteract with misery, upset, anxiety, frustration, anger, despair, resignation, sadness, depression… the whole never ending pool of negative emotions.

It takes training.

Our access, humans’ access to reality, nowadays, is our emotions… instead of our feelings (sensory perceptions and observation) and our reasoning capacity.

Instead of getting a first hand view of reality, we, humans, inside the cave of our minds, we interact with the shadows reality casts… and we are jerked through upheavals by things that aren’t even real. Continue reading →

OK, I am in the middle of writing an article, but this hit my inbox and enough of you have been asking for some advice on what to practice… so here it is: observe Keanu Reeves, and learn to be like him…

Can you? The answer is: probably not… but… by learning and internalizing what he is doing as humility, etc, you’ll have more of reality and more ways to be than you are being now.

Don’t be mistaken: humanity is arrogant. Haughty. Self-centered. Self-aggrandizing. The opposite of what Keanu Reeves is, and the opposite of what would make you life a life worth living.

Now, if you have been smart and own my Big Bundle energy: if you study Keanu Reeves, or even just read this article while you have the energy bundle on your ears, your consciousness will hear it, and hear it as instruction or request: you requesting to be like him… and consciousness will help you. Continue reading →

In nature when a mother has a litter, there may be one or two that will not grow up to be adults… because there is just not enough tits, food, energy, attention is for them.

That is life.

Nature doesn’t like to waste energy… Humans do.

Humans invented morality and the right to live, regardless whether it makes sense or not, so we have an upside down world, where we live in a should world. The selfish gene is not happy…

One of the things that make one the runt of the litter is not enough Life-Force… Life Force, at least partially, is expressed in the number of predatory genes, where you would push away another puppy from the food, so you can eat more. Continue reading →

What is courage?

The dictionary says: “courage is the ability to do something that frightens you”.

Or said in another way: do something in the face of fear…

I simply call this TLB, the Twitchy Little Bastard score…

If you are not courageous, you are a Twitchy Little Bastard. You run, you hide, you lie, you manipulate, you blame, you do all kinds of things other than a courageous person would do.

There is a tale that illustrates this:

A group of psychologists visits a village in India. The village is right next to a forest where the great tiger lives…

The great tiger visits the village once in a while, and takes a prey. The threat is constant, you never know when the next tiger attack comes.

They interview everyone, including the kids of the village to hear what they’d do if the tiger came… or better said, when the tiger inevitably comes.

• the youngest kids say they will hide from the tiger
• little bigger kids say they will Outwit the tiger
• even bigger kids say they will Outrun the tiger
• The sign of an adult is: they face the tiger

Low TLB means that you are not an adult, you have no access to your adult capacities.

Being angry at someone, yelling at them, hitting them, blaming them, is not adult… adult is an emotion-free state: the actions don’t come from emotions.

When I look at the hundreds of people whose TLB I’ve measured in the past few years, I found only two people whose TLB was 10% or more. Some people in my Playground have raised their TLB, sadly not all.

You need a high TLB for life, especially for the kind of life you dream about. My TLB is 70%. In the beginning it was desperation that allowed me to choose courage instead of the strategies kids have… hiding, outwitting, or outrunning the tiger. I was already in my third country, in my fourth profession, still single, still sick… It was time to face the tiger.

The tiger in that story is your darkness, your machine, your “Opponent” as Kabbalists call it, you could call it EGO, the part of you that keeps consciousness from seeing what’s really going on.

Most of us, consciousness never sees reality, only gets it remotely, through the ego, through some interpretation.

When consciousness sees what’s going on, consciousness will encourage all of you, all parts of you, to team up, forget about the different interests, and do the right thing. Serve YOU.

Consciousness is the captain of You, Inc. and it is deprived of information, deprived of clarity, because the other parts of you, Inc. are cowardly or self-serving.

That is you, that is me… fragmented, and there is no you… or there are many “you’s”… like a multiple personality disorder: none of the parts agree. All pull to a different direction.

I can see it on my students… on the Playground partner calls… the different parts struggle for dominance.

I could see it on myself… and I could see the devastating result: no energy, poor sleep, weight gain…

Emotionally I have been well… I have been doing the Playground work for decades… but physically I have not been well… ever.

Because I am emotionally well, strong, I can look at what may be the issue, what has been robbing my consciousness of seeing what’s going on, so it can take action, and unite the parts of me to become a team, and get me well.

Two months ago I started to muscle test questions that I had not asked before.

• It was clear that I was less than a year away from death…
• It was clear that I needed some emergency procedure to turn that around, if I wanted to turn that around.
• I had to make a decision about that, and I chose to live, and fight
• I needed some tools…

The question I asked: do I have what I need? And the answer was: yes.

And then, like in any decent 20 questions game, I went through guestions, by category first and then narrowing the questions… then guessing…

Turns out the Big Bundle, my secret weapon, is able to rescue me and my life…

But there is more to it. Herbs, diet change, serious diet change.

I have been at  for six weeks  with the Big Bundle and the herbs and the new diet, and my numbers show a significant improvement. I can also walk for about 15 minutes without dying, even uphill. I live on a hill…

I am noticeably sharper, see better too, hear better too.

Yesterday I have decided to provide a muscle tested health checkup to people, on an introductory basis. So people who want to get well, or better, can track how their body is responding to the changes I suggest, or the changes the Big Bundle creates in their bodies.

The Big Bundle is an audio recording of me downloading the bundle into myself, while breathing heavy…

The audible breathing is what carries the energy and make it land in your ears… to activate your consciousness… so it wakes up, and smells the coffee.

I could only sustain downloading the energy for a few seconds: 29 seconds. There are birds chirping in the background: that is not part of the big bundle, that is another energy audio that plays in my office 24/7.

The audio needs to be looped. I have also created a file that is 90 minutes long… I just copied and pasted the short 29 second audio into a bigger file… that is for people who are technically unable to loop their file. There are many.

As I said, I am running a special on the health checkup and also on the Big Bundle.

The health checkup is $20. The Big Bundle is $50.

You are not paying for the 29 second audio, you are paying for the energy. Why so expensive? Because of its immense value… Because it works. Because if it were cheaper you wouldn’t appreciate it.

If $50 is nothing for you, you may want to wait until I double the price… and buy it then.

I am increasing the price on both the checkup and the Big Bundle on Sunday at 8 pm EDT… (October 13, 2019)

Get your HEALTH Starting Point Measurements. Price expires on Sunday 

and for the priceless Big Bundle:

Get the Big Bundle at the original low price before SundayOnce you buy the Big Bundle, you can ask for suggestions on equipment to use it with… It needs to be played directly into your ears, not in the background.

I use it 12-14 hours a day, thus far have used it hundreds of hours, and muscle test says: I am only 50% ready. I can feel it too…

From time to time hearing my own breathing drives me to distraction, but it passes in a few minutes.

If you want to hear how it sounds, here is me breathing sans the Big Bundle… meaning: I am just breathing. No energy.

Don’t forget, I raise the price on Sunday…

Read the original article: It takes courage to become all you can be. Most, 99.99% don’t have it.

People with intrapersonal emotional intelligence are adept at looking inward and figuring out their own feelings, motivations and goals. They are quintessentially introspective. They analyze themselves and seek understanding. People with intrapersonal intelligence are intuitive and usually introverted.

A year or two ago I saw a rather amateurish but good Singaporean TV show (The Truth Seekers) that shook me to my core… and woke me up.

I may be a conspiracy seeker… but I have a hunch that we, humans, have been trained, for millennia,  by society to look the other way, to deny human nature, and escape into nice-nice, and sugar and spice, instead of confronting head-on what we call human nature. Continue reading →

• Yesterday’s transformation is today’s arrogance
• Yesterday’s glimpse of the truth is today’s guilty feeling
• Yesterday’s enlightenment is today’s pretense

You may not be able to see it on gurus… but I can. Gurus are liars… because they share an incident in their past that doesn’t go beyond that moment…

But repeating that incident is hard… and most of the time we don’t know how it happened… like a past life memory, or any other insight. The mechanism is hidden from our view.

And then this gurus go around doing what gurus do: extrapolate from that one experience, and teach the unsuspecting millions the only way… ugh… They teach how to live, how to think, how to this and that…

And because you want what they are talking about, you fall for it… Make a decision to do it, buy it, follow it, and then it doesn’t work.

But…

How one is to make decisions in life? Decisions that work… It’s not a stupid question…

Continue reading →

You can have a high IQ, and yet be a slacker in life.

Why? Because IQ is still only a potential of the brain… not independent of what you use or not use, what you expose yourself or not…

I once had an employee who I hired because she was a Mensa Society member. Mensa only accepts people to be members whose IQ tests say they are above 130… I think. But, between you and me, she was a useless employee and I had to let her go.

Since then I don’t trust IQ tests. You can have a high IQ, and yet be an underachiever in life. Continue reading →

An experiment is always successful. It is successful at showing what it shows. Whether you interpret accurately what it shows or not… is up to you. And then what you do with what it suggests is up to you…

“Do not be timid and squeamish about your actions. All life is an experiment.” (Ralph Waldo Emerson)

Considering my life, life is an experiment has been probably the best thing I’ve ever invented for myself. Why? Because it killed 90% of the voices inside that said that I was stupid, that I was a loser, that nobody will ever love me.

I hate learning new things… Why?

Yeah, why would anyone hate learning new things?

What does learning new things means? REALLY REALLY MEAN? About you…. Continue reading →