I have been reading Colin Wilson: The Outsider.
Colin Wilson is one of my favorite writers. I started my course of study with him with The Mind Parasites, a science fiction novel, back in 1987.
In the books I have read, Colin Wilson is only interested (really) in a few questions: What does it mean to be a Human Being, and how to accomplish that? What is the purpose of life, and how to fulfill on that purpose?
These are exactly the questions I have been pondering for about 23 years. It comes up for me 4-5 times a year, to ponder who had the true grit… the little girl or the big drunkard marshal? ((One of the main reason I love the Coen brothers in this movie is because they give opportunities to famous actors who never had a chance to prove they can act, an opportunity to act. Like Matt Damon. OMG… Accurately assess… as opposed to have an opinion, have a good feel, or guess… Is that a skill, a capacity, a virtue? What is it and how do you get it? A have a new “most visited” post, the 31 quotes that give you chills… Why? Because it promises an experience… an experience you crave in the consistently dull and painful life you have. Wanting to get chills without any other benefits says a lot about you and your life. What does it say? For one: you are a mystery to yourself… I have said it before… humanity bars its way to evolution by thro The expression, came from a student’s father, ((I found a meme that is running my life and I know where it comes from… wohooo. “I have to prove: “what I know”, “what I can”, “that I am smart”, “that I work hard” etc. To show off. As I can see it, this context was created by my father. As long as I remember he has been telling me this in Kurdish: “You are in the ears of the bull”. Meaning, not aware, not intelligent, do not amount for anything or being like a donkey. No matter what I did, got a degree, was not dependent on them like my younger brother and sister, was one of the best in the military, started to make a living. That I remember saying to myself: my money is not good enough for you? and wept. I had no idea how I “accomplished” that… in 20/20 hindsight it is still a little spotty. What wasn’t clear to me, never even occurred to me, how my attitude effected the service provider. My “To what degree you think of yourself:” starting point measure was, at the time, 70%. From my behavior I would have guessed it was higher. Mainly I overrode what they said. I argued, I knew better, I acted with contempt… What I didn’t know then is that being a service provider needs to be a win, or no service. A customer who is not happy is a I had a “Talk to Me webinar” yesterday. I have it every month, on the last Wednesday of the month. This type of webinar is question and answer. I have no agenda. I learn more from unstructured conversations than from … Continue reading → Related Posts: Turning Points Part 2: commit to life You Cannot […] In my quest to find like-minded people, who want to better humanity, I am watching videos, and am exposed the feelings of the speaker, commentator, or whoever is in the video. What prompted this article is a bout of weeping… for no reason. I am sitting here examining the context inside which this happened, and I Have had no reason to be sad, to weep. So I ask, somewhat late, this usual question: is this mine? The answer is NO. Does this belong to one of my students? no. one of my readers? no. to the speaker on the video? yes. Now, this was today. But whenever I watch a sales video… or maybe even read a sales email… I get the feeling of the person who wrote it.
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If the teachers that teach it can’t make it work for them, probably it is time for you to decide that it doesn’t work. That it’s junk science. A lie. Fraud. Deception. Tool to enslave humanity… successfully enslave it, so far. Humanity as humanoids is about 200,000 years old. Life has been largely the life of little kids, who are afraid of some god and some devil and of their own shadow. Because humanity’s knowledge about what is behind the curtain has been faulty I just listened to Over the Rainbow by Brother Iz… Hawaiian genius entertainer, now dead. Cause of death: complications from morbid obesity. I am most interested to know what made him so obese… And so many people in the mourning crowd… This is a posthumus case study… Something you can learn from… for yourself. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1bFr2SWP1I Because, as you know, stuff that is food for another, may not be food for you. The stuff you eat that is not food for your body needs to be dealt with the body, discard it, detoxify it, or hide it in fat. Some of the “food” causes blistering and rash in the internal surfaces of your digestive tract, and prevent nutrients from b
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Your soul correction in your favorite movies, the ones that come up in your memory again and again
One of my favorite movies is a Coen brothers movie, True Grit More on the 10 dark years theory… or why it is more like 30-40 years or never…
Most winners in life master one thing in particular: they are astute. Astute: having or showing an ability to accurately assess situations or people. You are in the bull’s ear… You live in the bull’s ear
Parents want to help, but instead they push you deeper into the bull’s ear. Should you become a client? Would I even accept you as a client?
For decades one of my sore spots was that people refused to serve me, even though I paid them. Ambition versus Desire… Why ambition has become a dirty word, and who does it serve?
I spent yesterday reading the novel the 1997 Dutch film (Character) was based upon. Of course they changed a few things, and the film left me in deep quandary. The title didn’t make sense. The whole dynamic didn’t make sense. So I read the book. Most movies’ ending is clear… this is probably only the … Can your vibration be high if you live on the Tree of Knowledge, where every word has its emotional load? Can you be free? Can you be happy?
What is the purpose of life… and how to live it on Life’s terms?
Most often: hope+fear: A perfect prescription for misery. ((
Dethroning the mind… not a minute too early.
I have muscle tested dozens of teachers that teach or have taught the power of your mind religion. They are all miserable and wretched. Low vibration, inner disharmony, incoherence. A posthumus case study: Israel “IZ” Kamakawiwo?ole of Hawaii
Brother Iz